I also have to admit that I'm relieved we didn't get pregnant last year...being downsized, I lost my insurance, which would have been BAD for us if I were already pregnant. Then I got a new job, but wouldn't get new insurance until 2/1/06. Then Veen was let go too and we were in a financial crunch through December. I do think God was looking out for us. Getting pregnant before you have insurance/a job is a big risk, as many insurance companies consider if a pre-existing condition and won't cover it. I have to say thinking back, it was a bit of a relief. And now that 2/1 is around the corner, I'll have insurance again, and Veen will likely have a great job (I am knocking on wood and praying as it isn't official yet).
So I suppose I will see what 2006 has in store for us both, but I am keeping fingers and toes crossed :D
So I have been thinking (der) about how I would tell Vince if I ever see those two little pink lines. A part of me thinks I'd squeal and give it away...another thinks I'd probably run to him right away, or call him and tell him the news. But I really want to surprise him when it DOES happen. I thought about buying a fathering book...Parenting for Dummies or something, lol, wrapping it up with the positive test inside and giving it to him. I dunno. I think of all these ways to tell him creatively, but deep down I'd probably just rush to him, wherever he was, and tell him. lol. We'll see.